I think it might be time to go get my blood taken.
Screw what the doctors say, I KNOW my numbers are wrong from my body.
It’s more than not sleeping well, it’s more than tiredness.
NOW it is my mind, I am slowly losing it, sitting here crying like I lost a favourite pet, No reason just so fucking sad.
I Just want to move, but I want to melt into the couch and be invisible forever.
NO I do not want to be dead or anything, I am cool that way. But I HATE CRYING!
I think I need a crushing bear hug, but then, I don’t want anyone near me so they can’t see me crying.
ARGH MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!