You know, I really do enjoy my job, but with how my health (mainly bowels) is, I find it very difficult to fully be here.
I just want to stay home, curl into a ball on my bed with my heat bag on my belly and cry.
To be at work, feeling like you might crap yourself, or worse, have your ass explode from the pain, is not something I would call enjoyable, or even add to my liking the job (which I do).
For now, I will grin and bare it, but when I see doc in 2 weeks I will try my best to MAKE him find a fix.
Now if you’ll excuse me, I am about to bite off my tongue to prevent screaming.