Category Archives: Anxiety

Where do I go from here?

I’ve been … I guess, depressed lately. Many reasons. The usual being the darker days, colder weather, and dealing with chronic illness(es). While I was fighting the good fight, and winning, the voices that tell me how horrible I am … Continue reading

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The dark corners of my mind

Sometimes the darkness rolls in so fast and unexpected I have no time to prepare. It’s like an avalanche of doubt, self hate, and poor me. Other times, it is more like a wave on the ocean, slowly creeping up … Continue reading

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Brain dump

I have been avoiding posting here, or any where really. No particular reason, just too much and nothing going on right now. I don’t really feel depressed? Just. Tired. Out of energy. It’s been building to this for awhile. Not … Continue reading

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Nobody is home

… *sits here staring at screen for 15 min* See? Title is appropriate. I am in a weird place mentally right now. I don’t know if my depression is pushing back against the medication, or if it isn’t working any … Continue reading

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Hope can crush you

Look, I tried my hardest not to get my hopes up, I really did. I didn’t realize how high they were until the panic and anxiety kicked in a few days ago. And was hit home at the end of … Continue reading

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